An uncertain future

I am confused on where the LORD is leading me. Pardon the cheesy’ness but I have the feeling that a child leading me down a dark path. I am a little afraid on where I am being lead. The future is getting murky and murkier. I no longer have that ’sunny future’ outlook a child or teenager has. I just don’t know where I am going in all this. But I guess I will keep fallowing this child where ever he/she leads. So this is the plain so far, I have decided to test out of High School instead of slugging it out in my senior year. I am a little worried on if I can do this or not. But I will try nonetheless. I just wonder where its all going.. I find it funny how some people have there life all planned out, finnish high school, go to college, get the ‘dream job’ and get married and so on. Mine is so near sighted. I guess that would explain why I don’t like to plan things out at all.. Whatever.. I don’t feel so good right now.. My stomach hurts and I want to read and try to figure out what I wanna do with my life..