I know my country..

I know my country.., originally uploaded by V-Say (thegavino).

I know my country does not have the greatest history. We’ve killed thousands in our “manifest destiny”, tricked countries into war with us, and used others as our servants (the politically correct tern would be “interests”). We forsake our GOD for the idols of the world and now we our headed down into, what could possibly be, the “Greater” Depression.

Where not the greatest stranded to hold up. But the ideas on which this government was founded: liberty, limited government, and a sound monetary system, is something that every people, tribe, and nation could find “good” for themselves.

I’ve had ideas like going out and spreading these ideals to foreign countries and peoples. But will they really listen? Is the “sheeple” attitude a uniquely a American one, or one that can be applied to all of mankind.

Some times I consider that idea to be nonsense. That I am deserting my country. And that even if I was given the opportunity to do so, I would be the wrong tool for the job.

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Some prayers would be nice. Keep finding that I’m slipping back into the norm and bliss of a false truth.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PIEGK0IbA4

Help?

I am clouded and my head hurts and I am scarmbled up. I feel like a many people are yelling at me. I am confused on which way to go. I can’t make up my mind. Which way is which? What do you want from me GOD? Once moment I am sound the next insaine. Everything is confusing. What do I do? My head has been heavy. I can’t explain it but it feels like it. Confusion rains. Why do I feel this way? I was once so sure of myself. Now I am all satter brained. I don’t know what is going on. I feel like I could scream! Is this the tourtre of living in a captive socitity? You have everything you want, a bed, speedy transpertation, instant information. But at what cost? You are surrounded by idoits. They can’t see past there own stupidity. What to do.. what to do?

Hey.. I’m back

Yeah sorry for not writting for a while. Been taking a break sorta. I have been reading Pokemon comics and studying threw out the day. It’s not like I have had no time but there is nothing to earth shattering to report. In world news the American Federal government is bailing out more bussiness devauling the dollar even more, McCain keeps liying and Obama is still thinks that regulation will save all but in reality it’s the reason where in this mess. My mother and father are at odds on what GOD’s whats from us. I am unsure also. I am getting presured by my parents on what I want to do but I am not sure until they are sure on what they want to do. I will not go in the details on this but I am sure GOD has a plan for us. Why dubt the creatour of the world?

In other news I am learning a lot of math in my free time. I am having my own homeschooling classes in a since. I sit down every day and open the math book. I am memorizing my multi and addition tables and I think I am getting good. I sit down and read books on faith and politics and I feel like I am gaining some real knoweldge. One problem is that I feel a little over whillmed I see a lot of issues that I wanna get involved in but there are just so many and I am not sure which one to get in or how to. I feel like a Supertones song: “I feel like I can change the world but come up empty with a broken heart.” Soo much to do. People seem to be unfocused on what piorityes should be done first. Time is aginst us. I am uncertain and times are changing. It’s hard to see where I as a person and we as a people will be in 2009. One moment we are free the next we are in slavery. Next moment I am sure and then the next uncertain. Hopefully things show themselves soon. I feel like that could happen this October. The last of 2008 will be hectic I know that for sure.

I heard a good sermon from Mars Hill Church about how we as Chirstains should use are downtimes to glorify GOD. I really hope I can do that and not blow it. I am sure that uncertinaity about little things are nothing compaired to toruture, starvation, rejection, and down right depression that my fellow brothers and sisters face.

Some moments I wanna just grab people by the neck and set them stright. And others I wanna speak softly too. It’s getting harder to find out which person I should yell or to wisper too. My own belief that you should use your mind more then just setting standerds up and hoping more fall in line and those who do not will just fade away, is much harder then I think it is.

I have  been making some more pin pal’s as of late also. I pray I will be able to be a light to them. They I think are the speak softly type I reckon. I mean I could shake them a little if I saw them in person but they need softness. They come home from a long day of school or work and the last thing they need is me yelling at them right. But I wanna be urgent. Today could be the last day for them, or me! Like I said before time is short.

Ike update

Let me make a note that I am not anywhere near Ike! But I have a Flickr friend in the path.

Looks like Ike’s eye is going to pass over Gale. in a few minutes. If you don’t know the eye wall is the worst part on the storm. I have heard little reports from the area on the news and none on the web. The power must be out I think. No Internet streams or updates I can tell. Everythings down. The last weather update was at 11pm and the wind was at 17 but I think it’s at a low point and could gust higher. I pray we don’t wake up to another Katraia.

Watching Ike

Watching Ike, originally uploaded by thegavino.

Watching and praying. This could be bad for Southern Texas and Louisiana and maybe even the rest of America as FOX News reports gas could go up by 4x its price. That would be over 14 dollars here in Pen.! However I am really hoping this is media hype.

HellO?

DSC_5937.JPG, originally uploaded by thegavino.

Nothing much happening. When I do something I will let you know.

Feeling Old Yet?

 

Feeling Old Yet?, originally uploaded by thegavino.

Apple announced there 2nd Gen. iPod touches. I got a touch and I love it to death. I saw the new features and thought that my old 1st Gen. is still great. I like to keep my tech for as long as I can until I break it or a time limit goes up. My iPod’s is 4 years and since I bought it in March then I have about 3 and a half years to go until an upgrade. I am happy with my iPod and I glad I bought one.

Made InfoWars.com!

Made InfoWars.com!, originally uploaded by thegavino.

I can’t believe it! I was checking the daily news on InfoWars.com when I saw this! It’s my photo! I can’t believe they used it! YES! I am so proud of myself. I find it a bit funny as well, its a crappy photo of Ron Paul on TV. I have REAL photos Ron Paul himself but they use this one! Either way I am glad that I made the big time! lol

The News article: www.infowars.com/?p=4317
(The picture is on the main page scroller.)

The original: www.flickr.com/photos/gavinovz/2825208384/

18 Months

18 Months, originally uploaded by thegavino.

The great kick off for the Campaign for Liberty. 18 months ago Ron Paul kicked off his campaign for the presidency that started a fire in many Americans hurts for true freedom. Now with over a million votes later and 10,000 packed in the Target Center Ron Paul kicks off the next phase of the REVOLution, the Campaign for Liberty.

I will be back

DSC_5492.JPG, originally uploaded by thegavino.

I have been reading some interesting documents and books, I will be back.